Pretty new redesign, 5 days later, and I'm back to hating writing for this site again. Every time, I realize that what I'd like to share with everyone I know and complete strangers is pretty limited, so I sanitize the life out of my entries, and/or -- and this happens whenever I write, in any medium -- I start to feel so pretentious and self-involved that I become too disgusted with myself and my writing to continue. I really need to get over this somehow.